if at first you don't succeed

just another test...
(Fractal Forge)

test, test, test, test (darn it!) test!

This is a test. I just wrote a post, (which is very hard for me to do!) and it didn't post so I feel frustrated and tired. Writing a post takes a lot out of me. The last time I tried to write a post the same thing happened. I feel like pounding my head on the table. Wonder if this one will post.

lost parameters

Still going through file after file trying to find the parameters for this ONE flame that I love so much. I need to redo my parameter files one by one. Gather hands everybody and sing a little song with me: Leedle deedle deedle dee, come on, sing along with me, leedle deedle deedle do, if you don't save them woe is you (um...too, heh) That was some right good singin' now wasn't it?

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dream flag

Acceptance

There is a time in every man's education
When he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance;
That imitation is suicide;
That he must take himself for better or worse as his portion;
That though the wide universe is full of good,
No kernel of nourishing corn can come to him
But through his toil bestowed on that plot of ground given him
To till.

Emerson

I am what I am, but what I will be, that's up to me.

complex harmony

"The complex harmony of sights and sounds slid softly over his soul, and he sank away into a still daydream, too passive for imagination, too deep for meditation." Charles Kingsley, Yeast

Once more the eastern skies
Grow pale with morning, till the dawn arise,
Whom the sun follows after, and comes forth
Bazing and bright again
And with his ardent beams,
His shining streams of light,
Floods all your summits and the ethereal plain

Leopardi

my new computer

...is totally confusing
(in a good way!)

p.s. I got Oblivion!