Monday, October 09, 2006
This may not make sense; but this is where I am and I have no idea where that is. And it robs me of words and I isolate behind the images of fractals. And it crushes me, the fear that comes with memory loss. Fragments of memories without context are meaningless & unnerving, but I try to put the pieces together to make meaning of them but the glue that should hold it all together is missing...so it all falls apart and just frightens & confuses me. That glue is memory. It's not just pieces of my life I am losing. I am losing pieces of me.