Monday, May 29, 2006

unshed tears corrode dreams

You'll say you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in; you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie

Never Is A Promise, Fiona Apple Posted by Picasa

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Monday, May 22, 2006

Sunday, May 21, 2006

i don't sleep, i dream...

I'm looking for an interruption
Do you believe?
You looking to dig my dreams?
Be prepared for anything
There's one thing I can guarantee:
You won't have to dig, dig to deep
Said leave me to lay--but touch me deep
I don't sleep, I dream...

REM, I Don't Sleep, I dream Posted by Picasa

Saturday, May 20, 2006


Life, like a dome of many-coloured glass
Stains the white radiance of Eternity.

Shelley Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

magical dreams

There is sweet music here that softer falls
Than petals from blown roses on the grass
Music that gentlier on the spirit lies
Than tired eyelids upon tired eyes

Tennyson Posted by Picasa
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

another night wistfully longing for sleep

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For the break that will make it okay
There's always some reason to not feel good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Or a beautiful release
Memories seep through my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

Sarah McLachlan, In The Arms of An Angel Posted by Picasa

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

yay me!

Yay! I fixed the double-space problem between the links! Woo hooo!!! That's been bugging me for a long time & my room mate (A.K.A "Mr. Computer") had no time to show me how to fix it. Well, I did it! And I finally figured out how to add new links, some long, long overdue. "Mr. Computer" always did that stuff before because my comprehension skills were so bad. So check out the new links!

Oh! And I added Zippy the spider (just because I COULD)! So click on the little "more" button & feed the little fellow, how 'bout it?

Why am I so excited about such small accomplishments? Because the fact that I was able to do them can only mean one thing--my brain function is improving!!!! (Dare I hope?)

One of the biggest problems I had besides memory loss was the inability to learn new tasks. Even tiny ones. I have to write everything down to know how to do simple things that the ordinary person does without thought. I noticed lately that I am actually doing things without having to read the notes! That's astounding!!! My memory in general has improved significantly! I still can't remember a lot of things. There's a lot of blank spaces. I think they're permanently erased & maybe it is for the best. Some of the lyrics I wrote during "blank space" times make me shudder. It would be nice to be able to selectively remember--all of the precious & none of the vile.

So here am I, daring to hope my brain will continue to improve.

Happy dance!
lalalalalalalalaaaaaa! Posted by Picasa