happy new year!

 

 

sweet dreams

 

feathers

Softly drifting like feathers into a much needed sleep 

fragile

She shines...in a world full of ugliness
She matters...when everything is meaningless
Fragile...she doesn't see her beauty
She tries to get away
Sometimes it's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away

She reads the minds of all the people
As they pass her by

I won't let you fall apart
I won't let you fall apart
I won't let you fall apart
I won't let you fall apart
I won't let you fall apart

(For a friend, a section of the song, The Fragile by NIN)
You matter.
I care. 

melted peppermint

 

the sun and the moon

My kidlet says this looks like the sun and the moon so there ya have it;) 

dreamscape

 

Fractal Explorer--quaternion layered (made black & white w/Picassa) 

Fractal Explorer, layering fractals

 

Fractal Explorer, Quaternion, layered with fractal

 

 

la la la la la

 

happy birthday!

You are still my baby! Ha! I love you! 

I'm so tired

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standing on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside but we can't be heard
But I will remember you...will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by, weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you but more afraid to lose
But I will remember you...will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by, weep not for the memories
I will remember you, will you remember me
Don't let your life pass you by

I Will Remember You, Sarah McLachlan 

Blue Oblivion

Days like this I don't know what to do with myself
All day...and all night
I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath I say
I need fuel...to take flight

And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion

Is that why they call me a sullen girl, sullen girl?
They don't know that I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea
But he washed me ashore and he took my pearl
And he left an empty...shell of me

And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion
It's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion

Sullen Girl, Fiona Apple 

Wave goodbye
To what you were
The rules have changed
The lines begin to blur

NIN, With Teeth 

creation unfolding birthed by thought

 

thoughts like flames

 

You'll never see the courage I know
It's colors richness won't appear within your view

You'll never touch these things that I hold
The skin of my emotion lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown...to you.

You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You say it looks as though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch--I see from greater heights
I understand what I am now too smart to mention to you

Fiona Apple, Never Is A Promise 

Love, I love you--I want to give you the mountains, the sunshine and the sunset too... I just want to give you a world as beautiful as you are to me. Cause I'm a painter and I want to paint you a lovely world. Jewel, Painters 

 

 

 

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