You'll say you understand...you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in; you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie
Never Is A Promise, Fiona Apple
Monday, May 29, 2006
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i don't sleep, i dream...
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
magical dreams
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
another night wistfully longing for sleep
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For the break that will make it okay
There's always some reason to not feel good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Or a beautiful release
Memories seep through my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
Sarah McLachlan, In The Arms of An Angel
For that second chance
For the break that will make it okay
There's always some reason to not feel good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Or a beautiful release
Memories seep through my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
Sarah McLachlan, In The Arms of An Angel
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
yay me!
Yay! I fixed the double-space problem between the links! Woo hooo!!! That's been bugging me for a long time & my room mate (A.K.A "Mr. Computer") had no time to show me how to fix it. Well, I did it! And I finally figured out how to add new links, some long, long overdue. "Mr. Computer" always did that stuff before because my comprehension skills were so bad. So check out the new links!
Oh! And I added Zippy the spider (just because I COULD)! So click on the little "more" button & feed the little fellow, how 'bout it?
Why am I so excited about such small accomplishments? Because the fact that I was able to do them can only mean one thing--my brain function is improving!!!! (Dare I hope?)
One of the biggest problems I had besides memory loss was the inability to learn new tasks. Even tiny ones. I have to write everything down to know how to do simple things that the ordinary person does without thought. I noticed lately that I am actually doing things without having to read the notes! That's astounding!!! My memory in general has improved significantly! I still can't remember a lot of things. There's a lot of blank spaces. I think they're permanently erased & maybe it is for the best. Some of the lyrics I wrote during "blank space" times make me shudder. It would be nice to be able to selectively remember--all of the precious & none of the vile.
So here am I, daring to hope my brain will continue to improve.
Happy dance!
lalalalalalalalaaaaaa!
Oh! And I added Zippy the spider (just because I COULD)! So click on the little "more" button & feed the little fellow, how 'bout it?
Why am I so excited about such small accomplishments? Because the fact that I was able to do them can only mean one thing--my brain function is improving!!!! (Dare I hope?)
One of the biggest problems I had besides memory loss was the inability to learn new tasks. Even tiny ones. I have to write everything down to know how to do simple things that the ordinary person does without thought. I noticed lately that I am actually doing things without having to read the notes! That's astounding!!! My memory in general has improved significantly! I still can't remember a lot of things. There's a lot of blank spaces. I think they're permanently erased & maybe it is for the best. Some of the lyrics I wrote during "blank space" times make me shudder. It would be nice to be able to selectively remember--all of the precious & none of the vile.
So here am I, daring to hope my brain will continue to improve.
Happy dance!
lalalalalalalalaaaaaa!
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